Rabu, 22 September 2010

restless

I can't sleep. 
It's late, almost midnight. 
My father got sick and has to go to the hospital,staying for a week. I wish him get well very very soon.
Me and my crush just had a little mess but we can get it right again :)
I texted him but no answer. I think he has no pulse. I hope I was right.  I don't want another war.
My sister will go back to Cilegon tomorrow morning. I pray her for a safe flight cause I heard It's been a bad weather at Jakarta, err Surabaya as well.
I don't know who will accompany me at home for a week later, as my mother also stays at hospital, takes care of my father.
I really need an accompanied.
I need him so bad :'(


p.s. love your family whatever happens, whatever your parents fussy to you. Stop complaining and start being grateful of what you have today, for health, happiness, peaceful, prosperous and love surround you

lots of pray,
H

Jumat, 10 September 2010

:)

I am happy right now.
Yes, the considerably happiness I never have before.
I can't even tell you how does it feel.
All I know is I feel happy...


When those 12 unread messages from you popped out on my screen
When you get used to sending me a morning message
When you never tired reminding me to eat, pray and get sleep
When you start worrying about me
When you tell your day as you wanted to tell it only to me
When you are the first person I talk to in the morning and the last person I talk to in the night
When your name is the first name that I always see on my screen every time I get up from my slumber
When you change your bedtime only to accompany me all night long
When I feel like I miss you so much and you accidentally come out


It's when there is you
It feels like home 




 

secure,
H  

Senin, 06 September 2010

holiday - day 2

he texted me this morning.
i wake up and flew up.

the wait will be worth it.
yes, keep it in mind 
oh, how really simple thing can made my day :-)

friends