When I Take The Memories Back

Hello sir, the remarkable one.


How are you? I hope you're doing okay out there. I'm wondering if you're busy organizing yourself in order to be a good doctor,someday :)
Or you still wandering off the city and playing around with your fellas? pulling aside the tasks they gave and ignoring the law? Oh well, you should be more stable and mature, okay? You're not a 15 y/o adolescent lad anymore. You are a guy. A guy who ready to face the real world.

It's been a while we don't catch up and I'm kinda miss your presence lately. I don't know what's on earth that suddenly force my brain to peel-off the memories you laid down on me. All of those pictures running on my mind, making a flashback roll film rotating. 

I remember the moment I met you for the very first time, the stars I gave, the book you brought for my 16th birthday gift -oh It really sticks on my mind how you gave it while I was having final examination! bloody you for ruining my concentration :p
I remember the concert we went to. It was Maliq & d'essentials, my favorite one.
I remember the movie we watched together.
I remember the tear I shed when I saw you held you girl's hand.
I remember the pain.
I remember the bliss I felt for the opportunity seeing your face in the morning.
I remember the wonderful days you brought.
I remember how you laughed and made a fun and fool with your buddies.
I remember how you looked at me and made a grin for me when we met.
I remember how you glanced at me.
I remember how you move clumsily -is there any word 'clumsily'? oh you're rite, I've just made it :] -
I remember how reckless you were.
I remember how I scribbled your name, like everywhere I stand :p
I remember the ethnic bracelets you wear everyday.
I remember the bag you had in school.
I remember the shirts you usually wear. 
I remember the rap song you usually sing. 
I remember that curly hair.
I remember you in a rain.
I remember the conversation we made. That ones, yeah, the deep one and the serious one.
I remember when you looked for an advice to enroll university. Then you asked me. I gave my best words to you and I felt bless that could help you a lot :)
I remember the last smile you gave and the last words you said before you went out the city to continue your study. 


Well, that's quite a lot memories but I still have loads more. The rest of them, I can't count, I can't write, I can't tell. It can only be felt.
Readers, you may think that I still in to him. No. I am not. I am all over this guy now.
It only memories. He's one of my valuable memories. That's all. But It doesn't mean I don't care of him anymore. I still care, but in a different way. He's just my big brother after all.


Okay, I miss your presence, sir, my best buddy, my brother :')
Would you go to the town quickly? I mean here, your hometown.